Haiz. WTH i took leave jus to keep you accompany and yet i am alone at home dunno waiting for what. why am i doing this. Stupid. dunno what u are thinking also. I am always the not understand person. you are always right and all my fault. Do u stand in my shoes to think? if u think tat u dun need my accompany and u wanna go out with ur friend and jus say so. why must u do this to me? karma and retribution? Fucking bad mood.

I jus waste a day at home today. Fucking no mood to go out le lo. I tot when u finish your reservist you will care more but now i dun think it help lo. All ppl are like that, they wont tresure u until you leave them. And why am i going in so much to u when u are tresting m like this?

Am i wasting my time?
It's ture tat what ppl tell me?
Will this relationship last forever?

Eileen is jus as silly as the past.